well as you can see from the title, GUE SEDANG MENGGILA!! yea abaikan. its been so long since the last post ya :") uhh i miss writing new stories of mine... :") But maybe, the reason that i dont have any idea to write down a new one is beacause i dont feel so miserable like before (YEAY ME!!). well, i dont think so, but lets just hope that ;)
so, the story is..... i have to leave them alone! yeah. THEM not just him hahahaa but i know im a strong person :D (but every superhero have weakness, so do i). but this part is really confusing me, why do i feel a bit relieved instead of feeling desperate. OH!! maybe i finally realized that hes not coming back!! (i wonder why does it take so long to feel that --") well yeah, now, i do feel more lively than before since "that day" (yeeh, you know what i mean~) and now im trying to do that, to leave them alone. i think i can do this thing, and finally get over with it. honestly, im so tired of havng this unstable emotions and extreme moodswings these days. you have to know how this things affect me in my activity T-T i got mad to everyone and suddenly i want to laugh without any reason... yeah so weird. but I LOVE BEING WEIRD :)
i know in every post of my stories have a sentence "i hope this is the last thing i write about you" yeah, thats so lame. BUT I DO HOPE THAT hfftt. well, sekian dari saya, saya pamit undur diri. sampai jumpa di perjumpaan berikutnya (?)
